Guy in his mid twenties waiting for time to pass by... Till a special someone reappears...

How do you go on when in your heart you understand there's no going back, For there are things time can't mend, Hurts that go deep & have taken hold..

To love and be loved in return is the greatest thing you will ever learn.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005 - Debido, Watcha doing? :

As each day passes, it only seems to draws closer to the exams. Well, this semester has been very much different from the past; Being the final year, everyone has the choice to take a subject of their 'liking', meaning each and everyone is fighting their very own individual 'battle'.

How am I doing? Hmm, dunno? This year's feel entirely different. I hope I am doing fine. =p

This semester's 闭关has also been much different. In the past, I used to stick to studying in school, prefering the environment of the school canteen, library etc. Even though exams was stressful, there were those study kakis that you stick with, therefore study life in school ain't that boring? Sadly, these study kakis have mostly graduated. The rest? Hmm, hardly in contact with them these days.

Some may ask; what about peers from the same school? Erm, actually I feel the peer pressure when I am studying with them. Their pace seems too accelerated for my liking. This will actually stress me even more. I believe studying is about doing it at your own pace and style, and not being affected by other influences!

Life takes a interesting twist especially IA. Home feeling seems especially good these days. I have realised I have become much 'tamed' by staying at home! Ah, maybe a consideration to move back home after exams for semester 2? Afterall, lessons don't seem that heavy. The amazing thing is I do feel the responsibility to attend lessons when I am at home! Probably I am scared of the nagging by my mum if I do not attend my lessons and she sees me hanging around at home! Hah!

Oh well, got to move back hall to study soon: To prepare for the first paper, and cut down on travelling time. As for friends whom probably I won't be meeting up for this period of time, fyi my papers are on 8, 10, 15, 22, 25 Nov. So cya after 25 Nov wor! Meantime, take care! =)

Oh yah, last thing: My old phone which I used to store b'days had some unfortunate accident. Sigh. Apologies if debido actually forgot about msg-ing you on yr b'day. Got to rebuild the DB when I got time. My memory is also dynamic, data gets erased after some time. So for those whose b'day are approaching, Happy birthday to you!

Time to sleep and wake up for another day of preparations. Gd Nitez and Sweet Dreamz.

debido waiting for someone at 3:02 AM