Guy in his mid twenties waiting for time to pass by... Till a special someone reappears...

How do you go on when in your heart you understand there's no going back, For there are things time can't mend, Hurts that go deep & have taken hold..

To love and be loved in return is the greatest thing you will ever learn.

Monday, December 12, 2005 - A Sleazy Place :

Sorry for the lack of updates. I wasn't that busy to actually write an entry, but I was lacking the thoughts to actually put one up.

I am feeling the stress this holiday, as if the exams weren’t enough. Haiz, this FYP, what am I supposed to do about it? I am reaching the state of procrastination soon. Oops! But well, I guess now I will be waiting for the results to be out (which will be this week?) Hopefully things will turn out well. =)

Oh yah, went out with my OAC friends and got to know a few new friends on Saturday. We went to Dbl O that night. The dance, the music, the smoke, the alcohol. I think I haven't been to this kind of place for nearly 2 years. It was meant to be an outing/gathering to celebrate Andrew's birthday. So, I guess its good enough excuse to go there and meet them up.

*Strays slightly off topic*

OACians! Let's see, we can start celebrating our 9th year of friendship soon! They are friends whom I went through lots of "shit" together. The hardships, the tears, the joy, the fun! Life as an OACian during JC wasn't easy okay! It’s like going through an army life during JC times. Just three words to describe them. "Damn great friends"! Lolx.

*Back to topic.*

Generally, I think its fine to go this kind of places once in a while, but not too often. I think my life will shorten if I go too often; the smoke and the late night life. Or maybe I just don't fit in there now. I can't hold my liquor well, and a few drinks can just make me to "ga-ga". I became a little "ga-ga" that night again! Luckily, I didn't do anything funny that night. Had to sit around and rest awhile before I recover some of my sanity. I think my dancing sucks too? I got slight phobia of dancing after a friend of mine criticize how bad I dance and actually tried to mimic me. *Laughs*.

But to be honest, I enjoyed the feeling of "feeling high" after drinking "too much" alcohol. It seems like a state between dreams and reality, as you feel yourself "floating" around. Maybe that’s why they say people can "借酒消愁". Haha. Alright, I can hardly generate any thoughts at this moment. I guess its time for bed. May tomorrow be a better day than today bah! =)

debido waiting for someone at 12:49 AM